Kelly Brook has spoken about her recent tragic miscarriage for the first time, describing it as ‘the hardest, most terrible time in my life.’

The 31-year-old model revealed she and boyfriend Thom Evans were expecting their first child earlier this year but lost the baby in May when she was already five months pregnant.

And despite remaining silent since then she has now revealed her feelings to the Sunday Times’ Style Magazine, saying, The whole thing has been a complete drama because having children wasn’t on my radar at all.”

“You feel emptiness, sadness, guilt, loss,” she added. “I take it one day at a time. One moment you don’t even think about it, the next you’re crying hysterically.

“But it’s complicated, isn’t it? There are moments of total sadness and devastation, and moments of relief too. But you also have to remember that it’s life. Stuff like that happens.”

The former Big Breakfast presenter and Strictly Come Dancing contestant had been dating rugby player Thom for just a few weeks before she fell pregnant.

However she admitted it has made their relationship stronger.

“Thom has only known me pregnant – all hormonal and blotchy – but he was always there for me,” Kelly said. “We’ve become like best friends who love each other a lot. He’s sweet, kind and honest.

“We’re enjoying getting to know each other because we moved backwards and then forwards,” she added. “Actually we’re dating. Recently we went on dates to Take That and Wimbledon.”